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What have I became? I don't know either. In just a year, I've changed so much. I miss how I used to be. That more innocent one compared to what I am now, a total nothingness. An ugly someone. I've picked up smoking, tattoos and so much of other bullshits which I thought I will never a year back. Ironic, isn't it? Tsk. Fuck everything. I hate myself, now. What's going on in me seriously? What's with me? I couldn't imagine what I will turn into in another year's time. Fuck life, fuck myself.