Just so you know.

Life couldn't be any harder than how it is now. Sometimes I wonder, why am I even doing all these to make myself so miserable? What are we? I don't even know. Neither do you. Am I just an option or priority? Not to deny, my life turned upside-down the moment you stepped into it. Regrets? If I were to say no, it'd totally be a lie. But no, I don't wish to turn back time. We've spent time together, we've been through both really happy and sad times. And I would love to keep those happy times we've spent together in my heart. Just so you know, I'd definitely have a piece of you that's with me..

I don't want to walk away from you. I want to be there for you. I want to be the one who make you smile. I want to be the one you'd want to share your happiness and pour all your sorrows with. Last but not least, I want to be the one that you'd think of every morning when you open your eyes and every night before you turn in.

Sometimes I feel like just walking away so you could miss me.

I miss those times when we actually laughed so much together, they're so beautiful.

I miss us. I miss how we used to be.

What should I do? I am going crazy!

I feel so useless, lousy & totally helpless.

With love,

Tessa.