cuteboy93

It's not your fault, nobody wants this to happen either.

All I want is just some freedom, more care & concern, more love.

How bout' that?

Y'know I love you & definitely wouldn't want us to fall apart.

I just hate it so much when it comes to all these unnecessary arguments.

What else? Nothing.

Other than that, we're all so loving isn't it?

It hurts me pretty much when it comes to arguments like that.

It hurts me even more to see you being upset & worried for me.

I know I'm just being really unreasonable for quarreling over stuffs like that.

I know that you're just concerned about me & what's happening around me.

I know you controlled me too much because you cared for me too much.

Our characters & lifestyle is totally different, so what?

I'm older than you by 3 years, so what?

Just want to let you know that no matter what, love happens for a reason.

& that I wouldn't care about whatever's gonna happen in the future, and what others are gonna say.

We've came this far, & I definitely wouldn't want us to fall apart.

We often quarrel, but loving again after awhile.

Thanks to your fucking adorable face that actually made me melt upon looking at it! Aww.

Alright..

For now, all I want is that things could get at least a tad bit better for us.

Also, less arguments + more love/

& I promised you, I'd be a better girl :)

Love you best, xo.

Mundane

I'm actually up this early morning, thanks to a phone call made by cuteboy93.

How adorable of him to call me up the moment he got home, hehehe.

So now, I'm awake. Very much awake.

Now playing: Tamia - Officially Missing You

Such pretty voice & lyrics..

I'm just being really random in this entry I don't know what else to update.

Oh! Gulliver's Travel was pretty awesome.

Hilarious!

Mahjong over at Ly's place last night.

Lost 10bucks ):

Seems like my beginner's luck is almost all used up.

Tsk tsk tsk..

Wednesday today.

Guess it's gonna be a boring one.

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Age & Maturity

Got up in the middle of the night upon realizing I've yet to remove my makeup & lenses.

I've been sleeping with my makeup & lenses a lot recently.

Especially after partying..

Tsk.

Christmas' over, & New year's up next!

But again, I won't be able to spend it with friends.

Will be spending my new year's eve with my family, just like x'mas.

Been like that since young, couldn't think of any reason to actually celebrate them with friends instead.

Oh well...................

And btw I just got myself a mini mahjong set!

I don't know why I got it either, just find it super cute!

Hehe! I'm definitely gonna get the bigger tiles this upcoming Cny!

On a side note..............

Sometimes things that certain people do, really makes my blood boil!

If you didn't step on my tail, I definitely wouldn't bite.

I'm already 20, I wouldn't even want to create a nuisance out of nothing.

Unlike you.

But definitely, I can understand why you're like that.

Age, definitely define maturity in some ways.

*rolls eyes*

Gonna turn in already!

Will be catching Guliver's Travel in 3D with cuteboy93 & bro.

Sexcited!

Goodnight babies!

With love,

Tessa.

真想看你多一眼.

看见你, 心跳得很快很快.

总是想起那一晚, 不知道是爱还是什么的那一晚.

我知道那一晚的我, 也只是个代替品.

已经过了那么久了, 我也不知道我到底是怎么了.

看到你, 我真的很开心.

我希望你也一样.

xoxo

Hi babies.

It's right now 3:53am in the morn' and I'm still awake.

Feeling so sleepy right now and yet so very much don't feel like turning in.

So much has happened recently. So much.

Just feel that I'm really not as happy as before.

Dreading almost every single day to come, even my favorite Christmas itself.

Tonight will be with my family of course, to celebrate this special occasion.

To share love, to give love, and definitely to receive love.

I always loved Christmas.

Too, I'm super in love with Christmas Carols.

They're almost my all-time fav, and I totally can't get it why some people just dislike them so much.

Christmas Carols. Awesome much.

On a side note..

I'd be giving myself a break from partying for about a month or so.

So anyone, who's tryna help me out a lil you should know best what to do & what not to.

Thank you very much & much much love!

Last but not least..

Merry Christmas & may all your wishes come true! /xoxo

Goodnight.

With love,

Tessa.

Ups & downs

Ronghui

Hi.

Finally Epiphany IV is over.

& Holidays have actually started.

Awesome much? Totally.

Epiphany IV

more @ here

Things have been going on rather smoothly until last night.

Was so vexed over some stuffs & we totally lost our temper towards each other.

I don't deny, so much came up to my mind.

So much. Pretty negative ones.

We're just so different in almost every ways.

I like you so much I wonder why.

Oh well..

With love,

Tessa.

Tonight......

Bro

Hi.

Not the usual Wednesday today.

The almost last Wednesday of school, before our term break starts.

The almost last day of school, self proclaimed. How bout' that?

Haha!

Supposed to just revise through what I've studied last night, since I'm up this early.

But, it seems like I'm being really lazy right here right now, and that is also why I'm here.

Mugged so hard, struggled much and hopefully everything did go into my head.

Seriously can't afford to fail this paper, I want an A, at least.

Almost impossible, since I've been slacking very much this term.

Sigh!

Tonight, is gonna be a good night.

Hopefully.

Bye!

With love,

Tessa.

说了再见

Bye weekends.

Hi weekdays.

Exams in another 2 days' time, not sure if I'm actually ready for it.

I've been slacking very much throughout this whole second term.

If I were to slack for the next 2 days, definitely I'm gonna put myself into deep deep deep shit.

I really can't imagine failing my term tests, I can't afford to either.

To anyone & everyone, please don't ask me out to anywhere.

Thank you very much.

说了再见才发现再也见不到..

With love,

Tessa.

Screwed

Hi world.

Totally love the morning breeze this early morning.

It was a rather fucked up week I should say..

Stayed home last night.

Turned in earlier than usual, and woke up earlier than usual too.

P.S. Schooldays are exception.

My weekends are always as screwed up.

Body clock went totally hay wired.

Maybe I should party lesser, & stay home more.

Tsk tsk tsk..

Gonna go prepare for my band practice later on.

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Stressed up much.

Went to school for my Sports & Wellness theory test this morning.

Came home right after, bought breakfast for Bro & myself.

Wanted to go back to school for lesson at 1, but I guess I'm way too tired.

So, decided to give school a miss today.

I very much need to buck up.

Examinations' around the corner, oh god..

The thought of it gave me chills.

I'm lagging badly, behind everyone.

Damn it what's happening to me?

Help, anyone?

Body's aching pretty badly I don't know why either.

Been sleeping so much since yesterday, feeling so worn-out..

My eyes too, look & feel so heavy.

Urgh, hate this feeling!

Fatigued!

With love,

Tessa.

On a side note..........

Wanna know what?

Eff you bitch.

A tough one

Monday, not as blue as the usual Mondays.

Today was our phase test for PIE - Personal Image Etiquette

Everyone was well-dressed to school, all in their formal wear including myself.

All of us appeared so different from our usual self, being so mischievous so crappy to so decent so grown-up.

Haha! Interesting.

Headed for a movie right after, Confession.

One word, awesome.

Back to Simei, Eatzi for our test on eating etiquette.

Steak, medium well. Yummy!

Home, got myself changed and headed to Bugis with brother.

Intention: To do some shopping

In the end, instead of getting anything for myself, Bro got many for himself and I got myself nothing.

Jeans, shorts, tees etc.

I always hated going home empty handed, seriously!

Tsk.

Sports & Wellness theory test tmr!

Wish me luck!

It was a tough one, yet I've to make a decision.

It was Sunday yesterday, I cried a lot upon talking to you.

I've made this decision, and I definitely hope that it's a right choice and that I won't regret.

Thanks for being there for me all this while, much appreciated.

I don't want to deny any, you still mean so much to me.

I'm sorry to have hurt you so much I've hurt myself too.

You're really so much of a nice someone, at least towards me.

We cried so much last night, we've got puffy eyes this morning.

Goodnight!

With love,

Tessa.

I need a wake up call

Hi.

Another week has passed.

It's Saturday today. And since yesterday, I've been receiving texts/calls asking me to party.

I'm sorry people, I'm not gonna party this weekend and please don't tempt me!

Thank you very much.

Just got back from my usual band practice on every Saturday.

Sleepy like always. Not enough of sleep!

Got home at around 7 this morning, and dragged myself out of bed after 2 to 3 hours of sleep.

It's always been like this on weekends.

Oh well..

How did your week goes? Great, no? Bad?

Mine was pretty much the same old thing.

Caught Narnia two days back. Yes, in 3D.

Not too bad, but I've actually expected more.

Nex shopping mall at Serangoon.

Much bigger than Vivo, with fuckloads of shops.

Seriously, I totally have got no idea what this entry is about.

Mind totally blank!

On a side note, it's Sunday tomorrow and it pretty much suck harder than any other Sundays.

I'm dreading it to come, definitely.

Sigh!

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Mahjong fever?

Hello!

It almost seems like I only update this space once every week.
I'll try my best to make it a point that I actually update at least 3 times per week.
Though, please pardon me if I don't as weekdays, which are also schooldays, are always almost the same, every single day. Oh well..

I've been very much hooked on Mahjong lately.
At least twice every week, I'd be playing Mahjong over at classmate's.
Hahaha! Addictive much? I guess so!
I'd love to get myself a Mahjong set asap. Next week or so, anyone?
Hehehe! Beginner's luck is still with me.
Hopefully..

Anyways, have been rather busy with band practices.
For the upcoming concert in December, Epiphany IV.
It really feels good how I get back to my Tenor Saxophone.
It'd be an awesome one. Can't wait!

Ciaos for now!

With love,
Tessa.

Ask me anything @ Formspring!

So blue

Tuesday today.

Woke up early, wanted to go get prepared for school until I received a text from Yaling.

Well, since almost everyone in the clique is not gonna turn up for S&W, I decide to change my mind too. Tsk.

This semester, I've been slacking almost all the way.

Seriously, if this goes on, I think I'd be ending up nowhere.

Trying to get myself back into studies though.

Yesterday was Andrew's birthday, happy birthday bro!

Didn't attend school as most of the lessons were cancelled.

Met them after their lessons, went for some karaoke session.

Had fun, I guessed.

Mahjong session right after, lose $$$ as usual.

Urghhhhhhh, my beginner's luck is almost gone!

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Let's partayyyyy

Weekends are over, again.

A few more hours before the busy week starts, at least for me.

Seriously, I'm dreading school more than anything else.

Like literally, anything else.

Did some shopping alone this week, pretty proud of myself.

Oh, and not to forget, this one day with Ronghui.

Thanks for the really nice accompany even after a long tiring day for you.

It was very sweet of you. Thank you very much.

Last night was great.

It's been 3 weeks since I last active partying.

Hahaha, alot of people's been going around asking me things like:

: Aye what happened to you, party animal?

: Omg where have you been to? I've not seen you for so long.

Hahahaha, I'm back partying bitches!

On a side note, I'm sorry for neglecting this particular someone so much. Really really sorry..

Goodnight for now!

With love,

Tessa.

I like spending time with you, so much.

It's Monday again, oh well..

As blue as usual weekdays. Tsk.

Getting so lazy for school, thanks to the ridiculous timetable.

Starts at 8am every single day except for Tues, which starts at 9am.

Makes no difference though, still as fucked up.

Quite a couple of things happened recently.

Decision not made yet, seriously still in dilemma.

Stressing me up very much, very very much.

Which, which, which..

Not really ready for anything else yet.

Haven't been partying since forever.

Hahaha, 2 weeks seems really really long ago.

Gonna party this week end I don't care, like no matter what.

No Thai pubs/discos, no Kbox, no no no other plans.

Hehe!

On a side note, it's just another 1 more day before Wednesday, which is a public holiday!

Seriously can't wait for wed to come, can't wait..

Gonna turn in, goodnight!

With love,

Tessa.

I think I like you a lot.

It's been a week since I last updated this space.

A rather happening week, had much fun & tears.

Love the long weekends we're having!

It's Saturday now, yet it feels like it's actually Sunday already but noway there's no school for me tmr. Hehehe.

So, what I've been doing recently..

School for the start of the week.

"You Again" was awesome, loveeee it totally!

Marina Barrage, a pretty nice place to chill. Love the scenery up on the rooftop best!

Kbox, was okayyyy but so many things actually happened right after which totally turned me off.

Sheesha was great, love the Grapemint one! Woohoo!

Dislike beer as usual, but still, managed to finish one can of Carlsberg.

Gross as ever, tsk.

Billard/Snooker/Pool I have the least interest in, thanks but no thanks!

Last but not least,

Happy Deepavali!

With love, Tessa.

Halloween

Halloween wasn't too good this year.

Maybe not for everyone, but at least for me.

There's a reason why.

Please do treasure whatever your parents give to you.

Your body, your heart, your life.

It was a crazy night last night.

Tsk.

Struggling/

It's Friday, yet I'm waking up feeling upset.

School started almost an hour ago & I just got up from bed 15 minutes back.

I'm still home.

Don't feel like going anywhere else, totally mood less.

A couple of stuffs we talked about last night.

Pretty upsetting, sigh..

Regret much? Definitely.

I used to treat you how fucked up, I know it myself.

So I couldn't and wouldn't want to blame you for how things turned out this way.

But I just need an assurance to keep me going..

Somehow, I feel like giving up already.

But no, definitely I'm still trying my best to hang on, to go on.

I like you so much.

Hazy-haze

Still not feeling very well.

Have been spamming fisherman's friend since morning, don't feel any better.

Sore throat & Cough is now back, flu's slightly better.

Thanks to the hazy-haze.

Oh well..

I'm still pretty much in a holiday mood.

Much of a slacker since the first day when school reopened.

I need more time, which is definitely not a good thing.

Good game. Need to start mugging already!

I like the way we are now.

Things are slightly better than before.

I like it a lot when you actually pay attention to me like that.

Ciaos!

晚安, 拜拜!

Flu bugs shoo shoo!

So, I actually managed to get home in one piece.

My nose is killing me. Flu's really bad.

Flu bugs, get lost. Thank you very much.

Now sore throat is almost coming back, cough is on its way already!

Urghhhh/

Out for the whole day with my family today, was a long day.

Kusu Island for the past 19 years of my life, not forgetting this year too.

Had fun there at the beach, Starfishes & Crabs. Mud skippers & Seaweeds etc.

So much fun!

Marina Barrage's 7th Storey Restaurant for dinner, was super yummy but costly.

一分钱, 一分货. Tsk tsk tsk.

Goodluck to all who's gonna take their O levels!

我累了, 拜拜!

Home on a Saturday Night

I'm actually home on a Saturday night.

Surprised much? Tsk.

Not only that I'm not partying tonight, I didn't get to party last night too.

Spent my night at bestie's place, heart to heart talk.

Drank quite a bit, sober though.

Had my brunch at Changi today.

The famous Nasi Lemak doesn't taste much extraordinary.

Queued twice, it's a 10 to 15 mins queue each time.

Oh well..

Spent my afternoon and evening sleeping.

I've been sleeping very much lately, tends to get tired easily.

Esp weather like today, woohoo!

On a side note, I've met a psycho recently!

A total stalker! Damn.

With love, Tessa.

Schoolday not.

Gave school a miss today.

Was supposed to tag along w Qx to Cmpb to do his checkup stuffs but things just cocked up in the end.

So, was home for the second half of the day doing almost nothing. Tsk.

Was pretty much busy with my new gadget.

Downloading apps and stuffs/HEHEHE.

Still thinking if I should jailbreak it.

Any suggestions/comments?

On a side note,

What if..

What if..

What if..

Ivy Chris, I don't hate you.

But please have some originality man.

Or rather, dignity.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Glad that you're enjoying your life now.

Have fun then!

With love, Tessa.

Ciaos!

Went blog hopping, & was back to your space again.

As usual, poser, no originality at all.

Hurhur. Used to be just pictures.

Now what? You're even copying what I've posted on mine.

Seriously, no originality at all man. Boo to you.

Go get some life man, loser.

Fuck you & your life very much, Ivy Chris :)

iPhone4

Wooooohoooo!

Super happy nowwww. Finally got my iPhone4 today! :>

Thankkkks mommy & daddy, many many loves! <3

On a side note, my phone will most probably not be working till tmr or even Tuesday.

So yeap, if I were to not reply/answer any calls or texts, please pardon me! :>

Goodnight babies, ciaos!

Eat.Pray.Love

It's Saturday night & I'm already back home this hour.

Yes you're right, didn't party today.

Went for a movie instead, Eat.Pray.Love.

Knocked out in the middle of the movie, though it was a pretty interesting one.

Last night at Zirca was pretty good.

Rebel's still suck as always, have got no idea why either.

Had a hard time waiting for cab home.

Guess what? We finally got our cab after an hour++.

Had Sakae Sushi for lunch today.

Was great to see those guys, been pretty long ago since we last met up.

Did pretty much of catching up, awesome.

On a side note, I'm gng to Singtel tmr & hopefully I'd get my Iphone4 !

Can't wait, hehe!

Gna crash.

Goodnight babies!

Carrian, Ernest.

God I totally have got no plans for the night yet.

& this is totally killing me.

I hate the weather, woke me up from my nap.

Fucking hangover.

Good game.

Puked twice already, nothing much actually came out.

Its just apples that I ate this morning, hoping that it would actually cure this hangover.

But nope, no it didn't actually help much.

Now, I feel like puking again.

Third time, seriously fucked up.

I hope you're still gonna read this space.

You're the reason why this page even exist.

School = Awesome

Good morning babies!

Things have been pretty messed up nowadays.

I'm definitely still in a dilemma, don't know what to do/choose.

Oh well..

Was first day of school yesterday, awesome.

Have been looking forward to it since 3 weeks back when our holidays' just started.

I definitely prefer schooldays to holidays, definitely prefer studying to working.

Although our new teachers are all fucked up.

Our new timetable, I don't know to be happy or upset.

Starts at 8am everyday, Tuesdays are exceptional. 9:30am. Doesn't make much difference though.

Unlike how it used to be, 9am, 10am, 1pm.

But definitely, it ends earlier now. Hehe!

Alrightttt, I'm gna go get prepared already.

Ciaos!

Army boys

After a long day, I'm finally home.

Met Weida this afternoon, accompanied him to some kite-flying event.

Was dead bored, but couldn't help it.

Met Alex & Chad for dinner at Whitesands' Subway before they book in.

Then, met up with Shanran & Kailiang, accompanied them to wait for their bus to camp!

Seriously, all army boys looked the same to me!

Botak, green uniform, cap.

I couldn't even recognise my own friends.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Going for a jog now/

Ciaos for now!

Pictures :>

Good morning babies! xoxo/

More @ Here

As promised, there you go! :>

Sweet Little Lies

Just got home, feeling really good.

Finally, attachment's ended & holidays' over.

School will be starting on Monday again, I can't wait!

But, not sure if I should be too happy or upset.

Didn't really get to play much during this holiday :<

But yet, I'd gained some experiences from work! :>

Anywho, it was the last day of work on the 8th Oct which is today.

Again, I didn't attend to work today.

Had a crazy last night, drank pretty much and I don't think I could make it throughout the day at work. Was dying, almost.

Oh well..

Results are out!

I'm utterly disappointed with my results, that damn C for CSV totally pulled my GPA down drastically. Sigh!

On a side note, Happy birthday to Kannan & Nic

Love you bros! <3

Just got back from their birthday BBQ at Ecp.

(Photos to be uploaded on the next entry)

Seriously needs the bed badly.

Fuck it.

I.am.fucking.turning.in.now

Goodnight, ciaos!

FML

Got up from bed, showered.

Another day, same fucked up routine.

Suck.

Feeling hungry.

Feeling sleepy.

Feeling angsty.

Feeling fucked up.

Fuck my life.

prepare/

Ciaos!

Sweet little lies - Lauren Conrad

You're so hot I want more of you

Littlest things, Lily Allen

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
And it seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed, watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things remind me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

):

I don't want you to leave ):
Sigh!

Fuck our lives.

The crayons for coloring books when we were younger are now Pilot Gtecs for our notes. Mickey Mouse and Dora are now Chuck Bass and Rachel Barry. The Barbie bracelets are now ballers and fuck me bands. Jumpstart games and friendster are now Facebook, facebook, and facebook. Diaries are now Blogger and Tumblr. Afternoon naps are now school and lessons. And it's sad to look back, because being young and happy is now growing up with drama.

Emotional shits

As usual, just got back from a jog feeling good.

Been thinking very much, which makes me really upset.

Rushed home, checked my mobile but to no avail.

Awesome.

Fuck.these.emotional.shits

It totally suck having these feeling stuck within me myself and I couldn't do any shit about it.

Fuck feelings fuck myself for being paranoid fuck everything.

Literally everything.

I need a life.

Thank you very much.

Happy birthday Babygirl!

Happy birthday Babygirl!

She's a year old now, from a baby to an adult.

Haha, cutest & active as ever.

Yes it's a Boring Tuesday Afternoon.

Woke up at noon, met bro for lunch at Eastpoint.

Got my babies some doggy treats, they'd be super happy.

Hehehe.

No plans for today.

Don't think I'd have any plans then.

Medications' making me feel drowsy.

I don't like.

Back to work tmr, seriously dreading tmr to come.

I.hate.my.job.it.is.fucked.up

Anyone knows if mushroom(s) is fattening?

Mommy cooked one whole pot and I already had 1/4 of it.

Feeling sinful, even if it's not fattening.

I'm gna go for a jog ltr on in the evening.

Have the urge to go now but the sunny sun held me back.

Tata for now/

xoxo

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

I feel good!

Back from my jog.

As usual, feeling so good!

Still thinking if I should go to work tmr, since I've got 2 days of MC..

Like always, I.am.fucking.indecisive.

Woohoo!

Just reached home.

Guess what? I've actually managed to get 2 days MC for today & tmr!

Actually requested for 1 day, but doctor insisted 2 days.

Loveeeeee him ttm! HAHAHA.

Polyclinic, seriously cannot believe it.

But anywho, I'm going to work tmr. Die die must go!

Going for a jog now/

Ciaos!

Sexy, not.

It sucks to be up from sleep, with your throat hurting like mad.

Voice? Nope can't be heard.

I always call that my sexy voice but hell no, it's fucking not sexy at all.

Had my medicine(s) for cough & sore throat, both capsule and liquid ones.

Yet it doesn't seem like I'm recovering in any ways.

My throat still hurts, my voice's still as sexy.

This.suck.maximum.I.hate.it.so.much.

Oh, but that cannot totally explain why am I even home on a Monday, at this time.

I was so late for work, and when I reached City Hall by train, I decided to give work a miss.

Stupidly took a train back home then.

Since I'm having really bad cough & sore throat, why not?

Gonna go to the doctor's at around 3.

Just had my Myojo Thai Tom Yam cup noodle for lunch, and some Mochi Ice-cream.

No I'm not trying to kill myself, just trying to 以毒攻毒.

So yeahhhhh goodluck to myself.

With love,

Tessa.

You're hot & you're cold.

My voice seriously last warning nowwww, fml.

After all, it wasn't a Boring Saturday Night.

Called Kailiang up, Powerhouse as usual.

Met Qixiang & co. in the club itself.

Left at almost 4am, slightly earlier than usual.

Hoping that I could somehow catch more sleep, as much sleep as possible.

Sadly, Mom woke me up really early this morning.

At least I got to spend sometime with you/

With love,

Tessa.

Boring Saturday Afternoon

If I were to walk away one day..

It's a boring Saturday afternoon, I've got no plans for the rest of the day yet.

Not in the mood to party, not in the mood to go anywhere.

Urgh it totally suck hard.

Feeling so moody and fucked up, it wasn't supposed to be like that!

Why oh why ):

It's been a battle for the last one & a half year.

We've been through so much, countless of tears have we shed.

Still, it ended.

I don't know if it's a wrong choice I don't want to regret any.

I wished you all the best, and I hope you'll do the same thing too.

With love,

Tessa.

Your favourite picture.

Your favourite picture.

That's very sweet of you, thank you.
Saw all your tweets, I favorited them one by one.
Hoping that I'd be able to read them still when you're away.
Please have a safe trip, I'd definitely miss you/

Yawns, I'm done with my stuffs, again.
Right now I'm the only one in the whole damn office.
Gonna doze off anytime soon.

我好想念你!

In the middle of work, 我好想念你!
Things are running through my mind, very much.
What if..
What if..
What if..

Urgh. This is killing me.
I hate today.
Sad maximum!
Sigh, still it came.

Back to work/

我要死掉了!

Done with my stuffs since two hours back.
As usual, doing shitty stuffs.
Seriously, I'm bored to death!
Another 1 week and a day to go, can't wait!
Right now, I'm just waiting for time to passsssss quickly.
But it definitely is crawling, not even walking.
Urgh, 我要死掉了!

:)

Goood morning babies!

Gna go prepare for work!

xoxo.

Someday

Sup.

I'm trying to get my ass back to blogging, hopefully I won't stop halfway through like any other time.

Oh well..

Now, I can't wait to see you again.

When will it be? Idk.

But I believe, someday we will..

I.m.y

With love,

Tessa.