I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it.

Everything is going to be alright, maybe not today, but eventually.

Sup guys. It's Wednesday night and I'm actually home this early. Hahaha, pretty surprised that I'm actually not anywhere partying tonight. Anyways, weekends are gonna be here in another 2 days' time and I'm quite excited about it. And guess what? Counting down one week before my attachment finally ends on next Wednesday, can't wait! And after that, it's gonna be my 2 weeks of holidays before school reopens. Hahaha, can't wait to be back in school, all dressed up in school uniform, again :3

Anyways, just got back home. After a long day at work, went to meet up w the bros for bowling and supper at Bedok 85. Enjoyed myself very much srsly, love nights like this. This weekends' pretty much planned. Will be partying on this Friday night after work, then to Pulau Ubin on the Saturday. Haha, it's been so long since I last went to Ubin srsly, hopefully I'll get to meet the wild boars hahaha!

Got this for Mummy's 48th birthday few days back.

Bowling! Hahaha, dk why the fuck am I walking like that srsly. Lollllll!

Alright guyyyyyys, imma tumblr and then turn in. That's all for nowwwww, ciaos!

This

Things get better as time passes..

Holla y'all! It's been a pretty good week for me, have been very much enjoying myself with all my friends. So as usual, working on weekdays and partying on the weekends. But, took a break from work on Wednesday & Thursday, haha! Just another two weeks more to go, can't wait for this whole internship to end. I wna go back to school so fucking badly..

Anyways, last Wednesday was the fucking greatest party night ever I swear. Hahaha, all of us had so much fun, got ourselves tipsy but not wasted, laughing at our own jokes. It was my first time to Helipad on a Wednesday, was pretty good compared to the weekends. Then headed to Rebel & Zirca as usual. It was okay, but awesome with the company I was with that night. It was a crazy night.

Yesterday was at Rebel too, but it wasn't as fun. Just another party night I guess. But it was pretty good seeing friends I've never seen in a long long time, really really good to see them.

So, it's Saturday today and I've got no plans yet. Stay home Saturday? Yes? No? Damnnnn I need some plans!

Picturesssssss:

 Reign & Jasmineeeee

Reign 

 Kyla

 Le girlfriends

 Haoren & Kelvin

 Le girlfriends

 Aae Ray & Jasmine

Lionel

Pigggggyluv!

Andrew & Xiaofeng!

Shihao

Talk again X.

CLUB: REBEL// FACEMELTER (EVENT) 12TH MAY

Holla there y'all!

It's Friday and I'm heading out in awhile! Friday nights, drinking, partying, get ourselves wasted. Alright, hopefully it's gonna be a good night for me and the girlfriends. Ciaos guys!

Kisses for you?

Hey

Alright, another day spent with my dearest brother. Really enjoyed time spent with him, although I'm facing him every fucking day for the past 18 years of my life. Ha ha ha. Supposed to be working today, but gave it a miss thanks to my ugly swollen eyes. Headed to Bedok to sing, then to town to get dad's birthday present. Got dad a top from Abercrombie & Fitch, hopefully he'll likes it!

Oh ya I almost forget about this. Was at town with bro few days back to do some shopping, before heading home, we actually spent our time at Prize Stage and guess what? We caught a toy w only 4 tries! Hehehe, plain luck I guess!

Love love love love love it!

On a side note, I've just created my Gifboom account this mrng! Hahaha, so pleaseeee follow me up @supertessah. Thankkkkkkiews!

Alright, dad's home now. Gna go prep for dinner!

Ciaos~

Should I cut my hair short?

And now, I'm letting you go..

Its been a year. After so long, we finally ended things. Somehow, I'm still not ready to put everything behind. Though, I know I won't be going back to you anymore. Gonna try my best to move on with life.



Still remember, when we first started around April last year, I felt that I was the luckiest girl to have you with me. Time flies, and too, things have changed so much after this one year. Although we've never been in a relationship, I've always treated you as my boyfriend. Somehow, it's also my fault to ruin this relationship of ours. My really bad clubbing and drinking habits, have totally changed this everything I've cherished so much. It was when I lost you, then I came to realize how important it is to me, how important you are to me. Even till now, I will not deny, you're still my priority. It's always been so. Even when I know I'm never your priority.



One year, it's not too long nor too short. We've been through a lot though. Of course, our time spent together wasn't as much as how the normal couples get to spent together. Though, I really enjoyed times with you. We fought a lot, we quarreled every few days, but it somehow brought us closer. I hated your hot and cold attitude towards me and this relationship. I hated almost everything you did to me and this relationship. But still, I know how much you meant to me deep down.



We were never like the normal lovebirds. We were never like the normal couples. I can't hold your hands when we're out, I can't hold your hands when we're w your friends. I somehow feels that you're feeling embarrassed when you're with me, but still, I took everything in. I thought everything would be okay, would be fine if I just give in. I'm not saying that I've gave in a lot for this relationship of ours, I'm just saying I hate it when we quarrel or argue over silly stuffs and I was just trying prevent things like that from happening. It definitely hurts a lot in the beginning, but slowly, I got so used to the pain, I put on a hard shell.



I used to yearn for a status of a "Girlfriend", but as time goes by, I just want you to love me more. I don't even care about having a status or not anymore. Status doesn't seem that important to me anymore. I tried doing everything to make you love me. It was silly, cuz in the end, everything I did is still a total nothingness to you.



Well, I guess we're just a mistake since the very beginning. Everything between us, shouldn't have started. And for now, I just want to move on with my life as soon as possible. If we were to continue being like that, things are going no where I know it deep down, we know it. There's been so many times whereby I just really wanna give up on you but I failed to in the end, went back to you time after time, things are still not getting any better. In fact, it got worse.



I've made up my mind. You want to be heartless towards both me and this relationship I can be heartless too. From today onwards, I'm not gna talk about you anymore. Not on my Facebook, my Twitter, or even to my friends. Too, I won't want to still be friends with you. Being friends after all these, it's just way too silly. I'll take it as we've never known each other before. It's gna be really hard for me, I know, but still, I've promised myself I've to be strong. Goodbye to you JPKW. It's been a tough year for us, hopefully things will get better for me and you after ending this relationship. Hopefully it'll be a better year. I have loved you, way too much than you can ever imagine.



And now, I'm letting you go.

What can I do to make you love me more?

Pretty much used to this, it still hurt though.

Gna blog soon, xoxo!