cuteboy93

It's not your fault, nobody wants this to happen either.

All I want is just some freedom, more care & concern, more love.

How bout' that?

Y'know I love you & definitely wouldn't want us to fall apart.

I just hate it so much when it comes to all these unnecessary arguments.

What else? Nothing.

Other than that, we're all so loving isn't it?

It hurts me pretty much when it comes to arguments like that.

It hurts me even more to see you being upset & worried for me.

I know I'm just being really unreasonable for quarreling over stuffs like that.

I know that you're just concerned about me & what's happening around me.

I know you controlled me too much because you cared for me too much.

Our characters & lifestyle is totally different, so what?

I'm older than you by 3 years, so what?

Just want to let you know that no matter what, love happens for a reason.

& that I wouldn't care about whatever's gonna happen in the future, and what others are gonna say.

We've came this far, & I definitely wouldn't want us to fall apart.

We often quarrel, but loving again after awhile.

Thanks to your fucking adorable face that actually made me melt upon looking at it! Aww.

Alright..

For now, all I want is that things could get at least a tad bit better for us.

Also, less arguments + more love/

& I promised you, I'd be a better girl :)

Love you best, xo.

Mundane

I'm actually up this early morning, thanks to a phone call made by cuteboy93.

How adorable of him to call me up the moment he got home, hehehe.

So now, I'm awake. Very much awake.

Now playing: Tamia - Officially Missing You

Such pretty voice & lyrics..

I'm just being really random in this entry I don't know what else to update.

Oh! Gulliver's Travel was pretty awesome.

Hilarious!

Mahjong over at Ly's place last night.

Lost 10bucks ):

Seems like my beginner's luck is almost all used up.

Tsk tsk tsk..

Wednesday today.

Guess it's gonna be a boring one.

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Age & Maturity

Got up in the middle of the night upon realizing I've yet to remove my makeup & lenses.

I've been sleeping with my makeup & lenses a lot recently.

Especially after partying..

Tsk.

Christmas' over, & New year's up next!

But again, I won't be able to spend it with friends.

Will be spending my new year's eve with my family, just like x'mas.

Been like that since young, couldn't think of any reason to actually celebrate them with friends instead.

Oh well...................

And btw I just got myself a mini mahjong set!

I don't know why I got it either, just find it super cute!

Hehe! I'm definitely gonna get the bigger tiles this upcoming Cny!

On a side note..............

Sometimes things that certain people do, really makes my blood boil!

If you didn't step on my tail, I definitely wouldn't bite.

I'm already 20, I wouldn't even want to create a nuisance out of nothing.

Unlike you.

But definitely, I can understand why you're like that.

Age, definitely define maturity in some ways.

*rolls eyes*

Gonna turn in already!

Will be catching Guliver's Travel in 3D with cuteboy93 & bro.

Sexcited!

Goodnight babies!

With love,

Tessa.

真想看你多一眼.

看见你, 心跳得很快很快.

总是想起那一晚, 不知道是爱还是什么的那一晚.

我知道那一晚的我, 也只是个代替品.

已经过了那么久了, 我也不知道我到底是怎么了.

看到你, 我真的很开心.

我希望你也一样.

xoxo

Hi babies.

It's right now 3:53am in the morn' and I'm still awake.

Feeling so sleepy right now and yet so very much don't feel like turning in.

So much has happened recently. So much.

Just feel that I'm really not as happy as before.

Dreading almost every single day to come, even my favorite Christmas itself.

Tonight will be with my family of course, to celebrate this special occasion.

To share love, to give love, and definitely to receive love.

I always loved Christmas.

Too, I'm super in love with Christmas Carols.

They're almost my all-time fav, and I totally can't get it why some people just dislike them so much.

Christmas Carols. Awesome much.

On a side note..

I'd be giving myself a break from partying for about a month or so.

So anyone, who's tryna help me out a lil you should know best what to do & what not to.

Thank you very much & much much love!

Last but not least..

Merry Christmas & may all your wishes come true! /xoxo

Goodnight.

With love,

Tessa.

Ups & downs

Ronghui

Hi.

Finally Epiphany IV is over.

& Holidays have actually started.

Awesome much? Totally.

Epiphany IV

more @ here

Things have been going on rather smoothly until last night.

Was so vexed over some stuffs & we totally lost our temper towards each other.

I don't deny, so much came up to my mind.

So much. Pretty negative ones.

We're just so different in almost every ways.

I like you so much I wonder why.

Oh well..

With love,

Tessa.

Tonight......

Bro

Hi.

Not the usual Wednesday today.

The almost last Wednesday of school, before our term break starts.

The almost last day of school, self proclaimed. How bout' that?

Haha!

Supposed to just revise through what I've studied last night, since I'm up this early.

But, it seems like I'm being really lazy right here right now, and that is also why I'm here.

Mugged so hard, struggled much and hopefully everything did go into my head.

Seriously can't afford to fail this paper, I want an A, at least.

Almost impossible, since I've been slacking very much this term.

Sigh!

Tonight, is gonna be a good night.

Hopefully.

Bye!

With love,

Tessa.

说了再见

Bye weekends.

Hi weekdays.

Exams in another 2 days' time, not sure if I'm actually ready for it.

I've been slacking very much throughout this whole second term.

If I were to slack for the next 2 days, definitely I'm gonna put myself into deep deep deep shit.

I really can't imagine failing my term tests, I can't afford to either.

To anyone & everyone, please don't ask me out to anywhere.

Thank you very much.

说了再见才发现再也见不到..

With love,

Tessa.

Screwed

Hi world.

Totally love the morning breeze this early morning.

It was a rather fucked up week I should say..

Stayed home last night.

Turned in earlier than usual, and woke up earlier than usual too.

P.S. Schooldays are exception.

My weekends are always as screwed up.

Body clock went totally hay wired.

Maybe I should party lesser, & stay home more.

Tsk tsk tsk..

Gonna go prepare for my band practice later on.

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.

Stressed up much.

Went to school for my Sports & Wellness theory test this morning.

Came home right after, bought breakfast for Bro & myself.

Wanted to go back to school for lesson at 1, but I guess I'm way too tired.

So, decided to give school a miss today.

I very much need to buck up.

Examinations' around the corner, oh god..

The thought of it gave me chills.

I'm lagging badly, behind everyone.

Damn it what's happening to me?

Help, anyone?

Body's aching pretty badly I don't know why either.

Been sleeping so much since yesterday, feeling so worn-out..

My eyes too, look & feel so heavy.

Urgh, hate this feeling!

Fatigued!

With love,

Tessa.

On a side note..........

Wanna know what?

Eff you bitch.

A tough one

Monday, not as blue as the usual Mondays.

Today was our phase test for PIE - Personal Image Etiquette

Everyone was well-dressed to school, all in their formal wear including myself.

All of us appeared so different from our usual self, being so mischievous so crappy to so decent so grown-up.

Haha! Interesting.

Headed for a movie right after, Confession.

One word, awesome.

Back to Simei, Eatzi for our test on eating etiquette.

Steak, medium well. Yummy!

Home, got myself changed and headed to Bugis with brother.

Intention: To do some shopping

In the end, instead of getting anything for myself, Bro got many for himself and I got myself nothing.

Jeans, shorts, tees etc.

I always hated going home empty handed, seriously!

Tsk.

Sports & Wellness theory test tmr!

Wish me luck!

It was a tough one, yet I've to make a decision.

It was Sunday yesterday, I cried a lot upon talking to you.

I've made this decision, and I definitely hope that it's a right choice and that I won't regret.

Thanks for being there for me all this while, much appreciated.

I don't want to deny any, you still mean so much to me.

I'm sorry to have hurt you so much I've hurt myself too.

You're really so much of a nice someone, at least towards me.

We cried so much last night, we've got puffy eyes this morning.

Goodnight!

With love,

Tessa.

I need a wake up call

Hi.

Another week has passed.

It's Saturday today. And since yesterday, I've been receiving texts/calls asking me to party.

I'm sorry people, I'm not gonna party this weekend and please don't tempt me!

Thank you very much.

Just got back from my usual band practice on every Saturday.

Sleepy like always. Not enough of sleep!

Got home at around 7 this morning, and dragged myself out of bed after 2 to 3 hours of sleep.

It's always been like this on weekends.

Oh well..

How did your week goes? Great, no? Bad?

Mine was pretty much the same old thing.

Caught Narnia two days back. Yes, in 3D.

Not too bad, but I've actually expected more.

Nex shopping mall at Serangoon.

Much bigger than Vivo, with fuckloads of shops.

Seriously, I totally have got no idea what this entry is about.

Mind totally blank!

On a side note, it's Sunday tomorrow and it pretty much suck harder than any other Sundays.

I'm dreading it to come, definitely.

Sigh!

Ciaos for now!

With love,

Tessa.