Halloween

Halloween wasn't too good this year.

Maybe not for everyone, but at least for me.

There's a reason why.

Please do treasure whatever your parents give to you.

Your body, your heart, your life.

It was a crazy night last night.

Tsk.

Struggling/

It's Friday, yet I'm waking up feeling upset.

School started almost an hour ago & I just got up from bed 15 minutes back.

I'm still home.

Don't feel like going anywhere else, totally mood less.

A couple of stuffs we talked about last night.

Pretty upsetting, sigh..

Regret much? Definitely.

I used to treat you how fucked up, I know it myself.

So I couldn't and wouldn't want to blame you for how things turned out this way.

But I just need an assurance to keep me going..

Somehow, I feel like giving up already.

But no, definitely I'm still trying my best to hang on, to go on.

I like you so much.

Hazy-haze

Still not feeling very well.

Have been spamming fisherman's friend since morning, don't feel any better.

Sore throat & Cough is now back, flu's slightly better.

Thanks to the hazy-haze.

Oh well..

I'm still pretty much in a holiday mood.

Much of a slacker since the first day when school reopened.

I need more time, which is definitely not a good thing.

Good game. Need to start mugging already!

I like the way we are now.

Things are slightly better than before.

I like it a lot when you actually pay attention to me like that.

Ciaos!

晚安, 拜拜!

Flu bugs shoo shoo!

So, I actually managed to get home in one piece.

My nose is killing me. Flu's really bad.

Flu bugs, get lost. Thank you very much.

Now sore throat is almost coming back, cough is on its way already!

Urghhhh/

Out for the whole day with my family today, was a long day.

Kusu Island for the past 19 years of my life, not forgetting this year too.

Had fun there at the beach, Starfishes & Crabs. Mud skippers & Seaweeds etc.

So much fun!

Marina Barrage's 7th Storey Restaurant for dinner, was super yummy but costly.

一分钱, 一分货. Tsk tsk tsk.

Goodluck to all who's gonna take their O levels!

我累了, 拜拜!

Home on a Saturday Night

I'm actually home on a Saturday night.

Surprised much? Tsk.

Not only that I'm not partying tonight, I didn't get to party last night too.

Spent my night at bestie's place, heart to heart talk.

Drank quite a bit, sober though.

Had my brunch at Changi today.

The famous Nasi Lemak doesn't taste much extraordinary.

Queued twice, it's a 10 to 15 mins queue each time.

Oh well..

Spent my afternoon and evening sleeping.

I've been sleeping very much lately, tends to get tired easily.

Esp weather like today, woohoo!

On a side note, I've met a psycho recently!

A total stalker! Damn.

With love, Tessa.

Schoolday not.

Gave school a miss today.

Was supposed to tag along w Qx to Cmpb to do his checkup stuffs but things just cocked up in the end.

So, was home for the second half of the day doing almost nothing. Tsk.

Was pretty much busy with my new gadget.

Downloading apps and stuffs/HEHEHE.

Still thinking if I should jailbreak it.

Any suggestions/comments?

On a side note,

What if..

What if..

What if..

Ivy Chris, I don't hate you.

But please have some originality man.

Or rather, dignity.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Glad that you're enjoying your life now.

Have fun then!

With love, Tessa.

Ciaos!

Went blog hopping, & was back to your space again.

As usual, poser, no originality at all.

Hurhur. Used to be just pictures.

Now what? You're even copying what I've posted on mine.

Seriously, no originality at all man. Boo to you.

Go get some life man, loser.

Fuck you & your life very much, Ivy Chris :)

iPhone4

Wooooohoooo!

Super happy nowwww. Finally got my iPhone4 today! :>

Thankkkks mommy & daddy, many many loves! <3

On a side note, my phone will most probably not be working till tmr or even Tuesday.

So yeap, if I were to not reply/answer any calls or texts, please pardon me! :>

Goodnight babies, ciaos!

Eat.Pray.Love

It's Saturday night & I'm already back home this hour.

Yes you're right, didn't party today.

Went for a movie instead, Eat.Pray.Love.

Knocked out in the middle of the movie, though it was a pretty interesting one.

Last night at Zirca was pretty good.

Rebel's still suck as always, have got no idea why either.

Had a hard time waiting for cab home.

Guess what? We finally got our cab after an hour++.

Had Sakae Sushi for lunch today.

Was great to see those guys, been pretty long ago since we last met up.

Did pretty much of catching up, awesome.

On a side note, I'm gng to Singtel tmr & hopefully I'd get my Iphone4 !

Can't wait, hehe!

Gna crash.

Goodnight babies!

Carrian, Ernest.

God I totally have got no plans for the night yet.

& this is totally killing me.

I hate the weather, woke me up from my nap.

Fucking hangover.

Good game.

Puked twice already, nothing much actually came out.

Its just apples that I ate this morning, hoping that it would actually cure this hangover.

But nope, no it didn't actually help much.

Now, I feel like puking again.

Third time, seriously fucked up.

I hope you're still gonna read this space.

You're the reason why this page even exist.

School = Awesome

Good morning babies!

Things have been pretty messed up nowadays.

I'm definitely still in a dilemma, don't know what to do/choose.

Oh well..

Was first day of school yesterday, awesome.

Have been looking forward to it since 3 weeks back when our holidays' just started.

I definitely prefer schooldays to holidays, definitely prefer studying to working.

Although our new teachers are all fucked up.

Our new timetable, I don't know to be happy or upset.

Starts at 8am everyday, Tuesdays are exceptional. 9:30am. Doesn't make much difference though.

Unlike how it used to be, 9am, 10am, 1pm.

But definitely, it ends earlier now. Hehe!

Alrightttt, I'm gna go get prepared already.

Ciaos!

Army boys

After a long day, I'm finally home.

Met Weida this afternoon, accompanied him to some kite-flying event.

Was dead bored, but couldn't help it.

Met Alex & Chad for dinner at Whitesands' Subway before they book in.

Then, met up with Shanran & Kailiang, accompanied them to wait for their bus to camp!

Seriously, all army boys looked the same to me!

Botak, green uniform, cap.

I couldn't even recognise my own friends.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Going for a jog now/

Ciaos for now!

Pictures :>

Good morning babies! xoxo/

More @ Here

As promised, there you go! :>

Sweet Little Lies

Just got home, feeling really good.

Finally, attachment's ended & holidays' over.

School will be starting on Monday again, I can't wait!

But, not sure if I should be too happy or upset.

Didn't really get to play much during this holiday :<

But yet, I'd gained some experiences from work! :>

Anywho, it was the last day of work on the 8th Oct which is today.

Again, I didn't attend to work today.

Had a crazy last night, drank pretty much and I don't think I could make it throughout the day at work. Was dying, almost.

Oh well..

Results are out!

I'm utterly disappointed with my results, that damn C for CSV totally pulled my GPA down drastically. Sigh!

On a side note, Happy birthday to Kannan & Nic

Love you bros! <3

Just got back from their birthday BBQ at Ecp.

(Photos to be uploaded on the next entry)

Seriously needs the bed badly.

Fuck it.

I.am.fucking.turning.in.now

Goodnight, ciaos!

FML

Got up from bed, showered.

Another day, same fucked up routine.

Suck.

Feeling hungry.

Feeling sleepy.

Feeling angsty.

Feeling fucked up.

Fuck my life.

prepare/

Ciaos!

Sweet little lies - Lauren Conrad

You're so hot I want more of you

Littlest things, Lily Allen

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
And it seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed, watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things remind me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end?

):

I don't want you to leave ):
Sigh!

Fuck our lives.

The crayons for coloring books when we were younger are now Pilot Gtecs for our notes. Mickey Mouse and Dora are now Chuck Bass and Rachel Barry. The Barbie bracelets are now ballers and fuck me bands. Jumpstart games and friendster are now Facebook, facebook, and facebook. Diaries are now Blogger and Tumblr. Afternoon naps are now school and lessons. And it's sad to look back, because being young and happy is now growing up with drama.

Emotional shits

As usual, just got back from a jog feeling good.

Been thinking very much, which makes me really upset.

Rushed home, checked my mobile but to no avail.

Awesome.

Fuck.these.emotional.shits

It totally suck having these feeling stuck within me myself and I couldn't do any shit about it.

Fuck feelings fuck myself for being paranoid fuck everything.

Literally everything.

I need a life.

Thank you very much.

Happy birthday Babygirl!

Happy birthday Babygirl!

She's a year old now, from a baby to an adult.

Haha, cutest & active as ever.

Yes it's a Boring Tuesday Afternoon.

Woke up at noon, met bro for lunch at Eastpoint.

Got my babies some doggy treats, they'd be super happy.

Hehehe.

No plans for today.

Don't think I'd have any plans then.

Medications' making me feel drowsy.

I don't like.

Back to work tmr, seriously dreading tmr to come.

I.hate.my.job.it.is.fucked.up

Anyone knows if mushroom(s) is fattening?

Mommy cooked one whole pot and I already had 1/4 of it.

Feeling sinful, even if it's not fattening.

I'm gna go for a jog ltr on in the evening.

Have the urge to go now but the sunny sun held me back.

Tata for now/

xoxo

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

I feel good!

Back from my jog.

As usual, feeling so good!

Still thinking if I should go to work tmr, since I've got 2 days of MC..

Like always, I.am.fucking.indecisive.

Woohoo!

Just reached home.

Guess what? I've actually managed to get 2 days MC for today & tmr!

Actually requested for 1 day, but doctor insisted 2 days.

Loveeeeee him ttm! HAHAHA.

Polyclinic, seriously cannot believe it.

But anywho, I'm going to work tmr. Die die must go!

Going for a jog now/

Ciaos!

Sexy, not.

It sucks to be up from sleep, with your throat hurting like mad.

Voice? Nope can't be heard.

I always call that my sexy voice but hell no, it's fucking not sexy at all.

Had my medicine(s) for cough & sore throat, both capsule and liquid ones.

Yet it doesn't seem like I'm recovering in any ways.

My throat still hurts, my voice's still as sexy.

This.suck.maximum.I.hate.it.so.much.

Oh, but that cannot totally explain why am I even home on a Monday, at this time.

I was so late for work, and when I reached City Hall by train, I decided to give work a miss.

Stupidly took a train back home then.

Since I'm having really bad cough & sore throat, why not?

Gonna go to the doctor's at around 3.

Just had my Myojo Thai Tom Yam cup noodle for lunch, and some Mochi Ice-cream.

No I'm not trying to kill myself, just trying to 以毒攻毒.

So yeahhhhh goodluck to myself.

With love,

Tessa.

You're hot & you're cold.

My voice seriously last warning nowwww, fml.

After all, it wasn't a Boring Saturday Night.

Called Kailiang up, Powerhouse as usual.

Met Qixiang & co. in the club itself.

Left at almost 4am, slightly earlier than usual.

Hoping that I could somehow catch more sleep, as much sleep as possible.

Sadly, Mom woke me up really early this morning.

At least I got to spend sometime with you/

With love,

Tessa.

Boring Saturday Afternoon

If I were to walk away one day..

It's a boring Saturday afternoon, I've got no plans for the rest of the day yet.

Not in the mood to party, not in the mood to go anywhere.

Urgh it totally suck hard.

Feeling so moody and fucked up, it wasn't supposed to be like that!

Why oh why ):

It's been a battle for the last one & a half year.

We've been through so much, countless of tears have we shed.

Still, it ended.

I don't know if it's a wrong choice I don't want to regret any.

I wished you all the best, and I hope you'll do the same thing too.

With love,

Tessa.

Your favourite picture.

Your favourite picture.

That's very sweet of you, thank you.
Saw all your tweets, I favorited them one by one.
Hoping that I'd be able to read them still when you're away.
Please have a safe trip, I'd definitely miss you/

Yawns, I'm done with my stuffs, again.
Right now I'm the only one in the whole damn office.
Gonna doze off anytime soon.

我好想念你!

In the middle of work, 我好想念你!
Things are running through my mind, very much.
What if..
What if..
What if..

Urgh. This is killing me.
I hate today.
Sad maximum!
Sigh, still it came.

Back to work/