Luckily I didn't drag my feet out of that comfy bed at like 6.30am sharp, luckily I didn't attend school on time, luckily I only woke up at 10 this morning...............

Called Xm and guess what, lesson ended already!

School's supposed to end at 4pm today ley.
Teachers' on course, same for tmr.

Awesomez.

Will be meeting Jw later on, can't wait!

Tsk. Bunch of stalkers.........

Cos I've got you.

♥

Well, I've been really busy lately. It's been almost a week since I last did a proper update here. So yeappppp this is definitely the reason why am I here right now.

This week's a havoc. Shit happens.

After a long day, I'm finally home & so gonna turn in right after this.

Went to the zoo w relatives & Jw today, I had so much fun. Well, it's really nice visiting there once in awhile, although nothing much has changed. Caught afew animal shows, the animals were all so adorable! And y'know I'm actually so much of an animal craze kind of woman, I'm just so much in love with animals! :B

Well, headed back to my place in the evening. Was so totally fatigued! Jw was really shy I can see, to meet my parents. Haha, what's more it's his first! Headed to Eastpoint to grab some cookies from Subway, then back to CC to have our dinner :> Jw left my place at around 10pm with my relatives, who's gonna give him a ride back home.

Someone's gonna pick me up from school tmr, I'm so v excited!

On a side note, I'm really worried for you my dear Jw! )':

Goodnight!

(Pictures will all be uploaded soon!)

Love you best, xx.

So whatever.

I wear make-up, so I'm plastic? I speak my mind, so I'm a bitch? I cry, so I'm an attention seeker? I speak to boys, so I'm a slut? I like getting my picture taken, so I love myself? Go on.. Throw me a label, you'll do it anyway. I don't ignore you, I just don't care for you. I'm not stuck up, I just don't give a fuck. I'm not insecure, I just don't trust no motherfucker. I'm not perfect and I don't claim to be.

Fuck school? Hmmm.

Morning earthies!
Just got home this morning, gave school a miss today. Not done w my schoolwork yet, damn it I totally am dreading every weekdays to come. I don't like school anymore, stressed me up like whatever.

So, I'm actually dealing with dreamweaver shit now. Damnnnnnnn hate schoolwork like that. Tsk.

Well, it's Wednesday today. What a boring one. Will be heading to the gym w Jw ltr on in the evening. Still thinking if i should party tonight! I think most probably I'll be over at Rebel w Cherie. Most probably.... (^｡^)

Alright, gonna go get my stuffs done and meet bro over at tamp!

Bye!
- via iPhone

Just a quick update!

Hey, it's been quite sometime since I've updated this space. Been really busy with stuffs(a lie), I'm just pure lazy(truth).

Well, life's been gng on pretty well.... Im starting to be happier compared to how I was before. Yes, I still do party at least twice every week. And I do enjoy myself v v much.

As for school, it's gonna come to an end in abt 2 - 3 weeks' time. Don't know to be happy or not....... Should I even go up to higher nitec? Like really dont feel like studying anymore )))))))):

Love life, hmmm.. I'll update you guys more about it the next time!

Goodnight, bye!
- via iPhone

Just Go With It

Morning babies!

Got home pretty late last night, and that totally explains how much I'm dreading to attend school now. But nope, I'm so gonna go get prepared for school right after this.

Met Jw in the evening as mentioned. Came to pick me up after his work then headed to town for dinner together. Had our dinner at Domani, an Italian restaurant located at Ngee Ann City. They sell lotsa pasta stuffs, but y'know I'm so really not a pasta lover. So I had fish & chips instead, not too bad. Headed to Cine, walked around aimlessly. Yh came over to look for me after that, we were supposed to party last night but end up, we decided to just give it a pass. Accompanied him for dinner at BillyBombers, Jw headed home after. Caught "Just Go With It" at 11:10pm, it was f'awesome. Hilarious much, romance wise........ in a really funny way? Definitely a must-watch :3 Headed to Heeren's Mcdonalds to accompany Yh for his supper before heading home!

Just Go With It

On a side note.........

I've received 99 roses last night just for being angry at nothing!

99 roses on my text! Lol! -.-

Will be having steamboat at home tonight, can't wait!!

Bye babies, off to shcool!

To you.

Hello.

It's Wednesday today, and I gave school a miss. Woke up, feeling so low, no energy no nothing. So went back to sleep instead of preparing for school. Just got up at about an hour or two back. Still as tired.

Well, below will be something I want to say to someone who've played a big role in my life:-

There's this guy who's been there for me for almost a year. He's always there for me, no matter what happens and how I've treated him. I've neglected him, very much. We used to hang out together alot, used to be really close and I feel really comfortable and safe with him around. He gives in to me all the time. Things started to change after I met someone. Someone whom I've got romantic feelings towards, even when I know that I'm just gonna hurt myself in the end. Too much feelings I've put in, and yes I hurt myself in the end. I've neglected him so much after I've met this someone, and yet he still wants to stand by me, be there for me all the time. I can see that he's trying hard to get us back on track but I seriously am not ready for another guy yet. Again and again, I rejected his love, care & concern. Again and again, I told him how much I don't want us to be more than just classmates and friends. I guess he couldn't take it anymore. He left. I just want to apologize so badly I don't want to hurt him anymore. He's always been the nicest to me, but I think I totally am not worth all his love. He's someone whom really made me teared many. I hope he's happier now. Qx, please take good care of yourself and I hope you'd forgive me and my decision made. I hope you'd really understand why. Goodbye.

Will be meeting Jw for dinner later.

Time please fly fast, I'm hungry already!

Bye.

Happy Valentines' Day! ♥

Hey guys.

How's your weekends?

I've an awesome one :)

How about you?

It's now 14th February, 00:53am - Valentines' day!

Well, I know many are going on a date or so, I just really don't feel like having a "date" this year idk why either. But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna enjoy myself on this very day. Guess what? I'm so gonna spend this day at home with my dearest Mommyluv! And I think it's gonna be awesome. I really think so. Hee!

Have been partying alot recently.

Friday:

Went sheesha with xvin & co. I seriously don't think I'd be going for any sheesha session for maybe at least a month. So sick of the smell I can just puke anytime! Headed to Rebel to meet Jasmine, had so much fun that night. It was awesome, not getting wasted and all. Hehe! Headed to Titanium after that, got home at about 6plus in the morning? ^^.

Saturday:

Got up really late. Took a bus ride over to Yishun with Mommyluv, then trained over to Amk to meet the girls. Something funny actually happened and we've to accompany Jasmine back to her place to (...........). Rofl, funniest thing encountered ever. Lol! Anywayyyyyys, cabbed to Clarke Quay, got our stamp from Groove, then went to Mcdonalds to have my dinner(?) Partied at Rebel. Jasmine left early, totally wasted. Had so much fun for the rest of the night with Cherie, thanks for taking care of us that night darling Cherie! Headed to Grand Hollywood after party ends, a super boring Thai disco! Tsk. Left at about 6am? Valet chauffeured us back to Simei then. Had our breakfast, and home sweet home!

On a side noteeee, I've received my first V'day gift already!

And I really like it a lot, tyvm! ^^

xoxo, Tessa.

What a day

What a day.

What a day in school.

What a day in school it's so totally fucked up.

What a day in school it's so totally fucked up thanks to you.

On a sideeeee not, I'm gna rebel tonight! ^^

BYE.

Shag!

Hi.

Alright, will be turning in right after updating this entry.

Gave school a miss today, was feeling way too lazy to. Slept all the way till noon, then met Cindy & Shimin over at Bugis in the evening. Had their dinner at Pastamania, Minestrone soup for myself as usual. Took some neoprints before heading to Iluma as Shimin wanted KOI so badly, lol! I seriously still don't know what's so good about KOI Gongcha etcetc. mannnnn, I don't understand why people don't mind wasting their time just to queue up for cups of bubble tea. I don't mind Sweet-talk or Each-a-Cup seriously -.- Did my nails at Milly's for about an hour, not too bad but not up to my expectation, somehow. Walked around, got myself a pair of shades & a ring, don't have the mood to shop for clothes! :\

Goodnighttt sygs!

^^

So, appointment date booked!

Next Saturday, seriously can't wait to get inked!

Hehehe.

But not to deny, I'm afraid too!

Just got home from a jog, feeling awesomez!

Happy Lunar New Year!

Hello!

It's been a week or so.

Of course not to forget, a Happy Lunar New Year to all!

This year's cny has been pretty happening. Been drinking for 5 days straight, from the eve till yesterday. Tsk tsk. As for angbaos collection, lesser than expected. More house visiting pleaseeeeeeee! Oh well.. Didn't have the time to gamble much either, have been heading to Titanium every night when my family & relatives are actually gambling. What a waste!

Eve / 除夕

Went back to ccss to help out with the band performance in the morning. Coincidentally, his lion dance troupe was performing for ccss too. But didn't get to see him that day, he was there. Everything went smoothly, and Cindy came over to my place after our performance & lunch.Watched Love Buffet till I fall asleep! Woke up at 1pm, went to meet Shimin tgt over at Tampines. Queued up for GongCha, had Honey Milk Tea & it actually didn't impress me a tad bit. Maybe that's also because I'm not a "Milk" kind of person. Had some htht session over at Mac. Headed home after.

Evening, headed to Old Airport Road to have our reunion dinner at some restaurant. Good food as usual. I'm totally in love with yu sheng! Hehehe. Back to grand-dad's place after that with the relatives, chit chat & back to Simei at almost 11pm.

Met Skinny, Lincoln & Des, headed to Titanium. Saw the fireworks, it was so beautiful! Drank pretty much, it was a great night compared to the rest after. I remembered myself consuming quite a number of chicken wings, haha! Calories++ ttm. Well.. Got home at almost 8 in the morning.

Day 1 / 初一

Despite sleeping at 8am in the morning, I woke up after about 2 hours of sleep. Time to 拜年! Headed to my grand-dad's place, lunched & dinner. Brought my two babies along too! They look so very adorable in the cny clothings! Hehehe, so pretty in pink! Headed to Yishun next, to my grand-mom's. Gambleeeeeeeee. 3 tables, 3 different games. 1 table for blackjack, 1 for poker, another one for mahjong?! Rofl.

Headed to Titanium to look for the guys after that. Really enjoyed myself that night! Was in the vip room singing so hard, had so much fun! But a lot of dramatic stuffs' been going on that night, which somehow made me regret going over. Got home at almost 8am, again.

Day 2 / 初二

Woke up in the noon, booked tickets for 笑着回家 at GV Yishun for my family. Headed to Guan Yin Temple @ Bugis to pray, had lunch and then headed to Yishun. Movie wasn't too bad but definitely not up to expectation? Tsk. Didn't expect much either, typical singapore's production. Oh well..

Headed to grand-mom's place after that, gamble all the way till about 10pm. I left early, took a bus back to Simei. Went home, get changed. Met Lincoln, Jiajian & Des right after, headed to Titanium. Did the usual stuffs, drink sing etc. And while waiting for cab, something stupid actually happened. Thanks to Y. Tsk tsk tsk. Was so shag already, and it actually caused all of us to reach home really late! Got home at almost 9 this time round. Tsk.

Day 3 / 初三

Headed to Sembawang in the evening, had steamboat over at my cousin's place. Yummy max! Mahjong a lil, had white wine & yu sheng again! It was already the 3rd time we actually had yu sheng this cny, hee! Left early as usual, headed to Clarke Quay to meet Jasmine.

Partied at Rebel. We were so lack of alcohol earlier on that night, but guess what? We're so lucky! Was being invited randomly to some private event at Groove, and we actually had free flow of alcoholic drinks that night ^^ ^^ ^^ Happy maximum! But too bad, I didn't stay throughout the night, headed to Titanium at about 2am.

That night was okayyyy. Saw quite a number of familiar faces there like Victor Andrew etcetc. Really glad to see these two especially! Took hell lotsa piccys, and did alot of catching up! Hehehe. Left Titanium at almost 6, had a hard time waiting for cab! Got home at about 7.30am? Yawnz.

Day 4 / 初四

Woke up really early that morning, thanks to my bro. Tsk. He was having his piano lesson that's why. Well, back to sleep till about 3pm in the noon after that. Dressed up, headed to Yishun with family. Dined with relatives, had yusheng again! So like, I actually had yusheng x4 this cny, happygal90 siak. Went back to grandmom's place to gamble right after, lost 2 bucks that's all. Not too bad! Aye, left Yishun at almost 12am. Headed to Tmart, then to Alvin's place to drink and gamble. Embarrassing maximum seriously. I actually fell asleep while playing Blackjack! Tsk! Went off at about 3am. Super shag.

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And today, I'm just way too lazy for school.

Stayed home all the way till evening, had dinner over at Upper Changi Road I think?

Went for a jog w bro at about 10pm, about 3.2 kilometers.

Feels really good! Like always!

Alright, I'm turning in soon, there's school tmr.

Goodnight!

:]

Morning!

After this entry, I'm gonna go get prepared for school already!

Meeting Timo for lunch in school after his test, so cannot be late!

Went to school for a good 2 hours yesterday.

Had lunch & an hour lesson that's all.

Headed home, rest awhile before heading to Hougang for sushi.

Sushi craze recently, Idk why either.

Did my nails at Hougang point. Chose this brownish colored one, love it!

Went back to Simei after that, met mom and bro over at Eastpoint.

More shopping for cny, bought hell lotsa beer. Which I don't really like......

Home right after, wanted to go for a jog but didn't in the end. Thanks to the rain?

Did some workout at home instead :]

Will be updating again soon!

Bye!