Tuesday, June 19, 2012

You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you’re attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It’s never been about what you want, it’s always everyone’s needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you’re okay with that, because they’re in your life and that’s all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you’ll still be there for them. Because that’s you, that who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it’s so hard for you to let him go.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had.

Actions always prove why words mean nothing.


Hi people.

So, my attachment finally ended. Well, it's been a good two months working at DHL. Time flies, and now the holiday's here! Not exactly, will be heading back to school for my presentation tmr and Friday, to submit my report on IA. Finally done with everything, been sitting right infront of the desktop for at least 6 hours. Well, it's all worth it.

Bro finally turned 18 few days back. Haha, it's really weird partying with him again after like 2 years? Haha, the last time I partied with him before he's 18 was when he's still 16? Hahaha, still rmbr trying so hard to get him into Rebel cuz he was still underage at that point of time. So, we actually partied on last Wednesday & Friday. Haha, I'm getting old and partying really makes me feel so tired.

A short getaway to JB with Andy, Jasmine & Ben on Saturday. Was good, but all of us were so so worn out. Well, all of us have got not enough sleep the previous night, I was partying at Rebel. What's new? Hahaha. Reached JB at around 1, spent like a hundred sgd on foods and shopping. Money was pretty well spent. Reached Singapore at almost 10pm. At that point of time, I just can't wait to go home to shower and sleep srsly..........

Stayed home the whole day today, spent all my time sleeping, lazing around, and on my report and Powerpoint. Hopefully I'll do a good job on my presentation tmr. Wish me luck guys :)

Alright, gna watch my 真愛找麻煩 before turning in!
Talk again, X.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Pain makes people change.


I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine, and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin. I can still feel you. I think I always will.


Was down with fever, sore throat, cough, and diarrhoea for the past 4 days. Thus, my weekends were pretty much burnt, instead of partying, I was home hiding under the blanket, shivering. So, was on MC today, and will be back to work again tmr. Really excited cuz Wednesday will be the last day of work for me! Finally attachment is gna end, can't wait!

Anyways, headed to Pulau Ubin with Andy on Saturday. Was planned almost a week ago. Had a hard time waking him up, spammed his phone like nobody's business........ And when he finally wakes up, he went back to nua again -___- So was pretty pissed with him in the mrng. Anyways, I really had so much fun that day, although I wasn't feeling too well. It was my first time seeing wild boars!!!! Hahahaha, interesting much. It was super tiring to be riding the bicycle for few hours and not only that, the slopes were super steep. So, each time I see downslope I'll be super happy LOL.

Headed back to Simei after that, went home to wash up, shower and get myself changed while Andy waited for me under my block. Lol, headed to Serangoon then, met the boys then headed to Grapevine to chill? Haha, I just sat there and do nothing. It was a alcohol-free week for me. Daddy and Mommy came to pick me up at about midnight :3

Hopefully it's gonna be a better week this week.

Goodnight y'alllll.