Saturday, December 31, 2011

Wanted to stay up to wait for your call. But I guess not. Goodnight guys X.

Never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.

Put a gun to my head, and paint the walls with my brain.

Treat me like a priority, and I'm all yours. Treat me like an option though, and I'll leave. It's as simple as that.

If I can make scars, do I have the power to heal them?

There's a difference between giving up and knowing you've had enough.

You don't understand. There isn't one person in this world that I want more than I want you.

I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the Earth. Then, I ask myself the same question.

I always thought that Cadbury's advertisement was bullshit until I saw this...


Awesome much.

Where are you?

Hi guys. Done washing up, and gonna head to bed right after this entry. Well, nothing much about today. Was home till around 7:30 in the evening today. Headed to town to meet Auggie for a little while, was thinking if we should head to some clubs and final decision was to head home. Haha, srsly don't even know what and why we met up for. All we do was, headed to Cine, grab some desserts at Koufu, then to Paragon's Coffee Bean to chill out a little before heading home. What a day!


It's New Year's Eve already guys. Hope you guys will enjoy this last day of year 2011. I'm srsly not prepared for 2012 yet, but hopefully it'd be a better year for myself, and everyone else.

Alright guys, I'm gonna sleep now. I'll try to sleep although I'm feeling super awake now. It sucks to be in such situation. I don't know where are you, what you're doing, what time will you be home. I feel so useless and stupid, like a loser. Whatever.

Gn people X.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Omfg, they're so much more ladylike than a real lady!

Omgggg this is so freaking adorable! ♥

He may not be the best to you, but he's absolutely perfect to me.

Will you forget everything I'll always remember?

Hi guys. It just a day away from New years. I'm feeling pretty much excited, but again, I've got no plans yet. I don't know if I'm gonna celebrate it with my family or friends, both, or even none. Well..

Being woken up by Cindy's mrng call this mrng at around 11am? Supposed to meet her at 1pm but we only met up at almost 4 at Bedok. Had our brunch at Macdonald's, then headed to Chai Chee CC. Sang for 3 hours, and yet I still feel that it's not enough >:( Nowadays like always singing, super addicted to singing already! HAHAHA. K nvm ._.

Had our dins over at the hawker near the train station, satisfied my craving with Carrot Cake in black! The blacker the better I like, haha! Really love days like that, just a simple date with girlfriend, and then head home.

Ohbtw, I went to Rebel for ladies' night last night. It was a really last minute decision made. Was still at Tampines with my slippers shorts and jacket at 10.30pm. Lol, rushed home to get changed and doll up and I actually managed to catch a train at about 11pm. Like fast only........... It was a pretty awesome night. And surprisingly, the crowd was totally crazy last night. Probably it's the last ladies' night of the year? Idk but it was super packed last night.

Pictures taken recently:


Btw, was on the phone was Pkw awhile ago. I really couldn't help it but to tear a little. It kills me to hear that he's actually gg to china on February next year, for one to two years. I can't even imagine how my life's gna be without his existence. Though sometimes I really feel pissed and irritated by him, it all became a habit. And it sucks that things have to be like this. I really don't know how.. Sigh. Please don't forget me.


Goodnight guys x.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Love? Who don't like it call it responsibility, who play with it call it a game, who don't have it call it a dream. And me, I call it you.

I take pinky promises seriously. No matter how old I may be, pinky promises are serious shit!

I'm trying really hard to not get hurt again.

Merry X'mas 2011

Mrng guys. K cannnnn I'm actually having my favourite Myojo Tom Yam cup noodles at this timing. Was feeling so hungry out of a sudden. The last meal I had was actually Century Egg Porridge over at Xinwang HK cafe @ Tiong Bahru plaza, was almost 10pm that time. Gosh, my appetite is getting bigger. This ain't good.

Anyways, I had a great xmas over the weekends with my friends and family. On Xmas eve itself, spent it with my family and relatives as usual. Had BBQ celebration over at Sembawang Park, just like how it was every single year. Well, I had fun eating hahaha. Didn't BBQ a single shit, I hate to do the cooking........................ So, Sunday, which was Xmas day, spent my day sleeping at home till around 11, went to meet Auggie for the Xmas house party at Emmanuel's. I was so fucking gone that day, but I had so much fun I swear. Lol, it was a crazy night.

Pictures taken recently.

Bro & bestbest

Auggie

Painting BFF drew for me!

My 2 babygirls ^~^

Over at Emmanuel's voiddeck, lol!

My nails for Xmas! ^^.

Okay I'm going back to sleep already.
Merry Christmas guys, New year is coming up!
Talk again, X.

Sorry but I really don't wna feel like I'm being used, again. I do love you still. But don't come looking for me only when you need me. Prove it to me.