Diettttttttttz

Okayz, I just got up from my nap awhile ago. Totally slept my whole damn Sunday away just like that, like abit wasted ah but seriously damn shiok. Hehehe. So, I've got no plans at all today. Might be meeting Jeffrey & Weizheng later on for a movie etc. Twisted or Captain America? Haha! We'll see.. Anywaysss, I'm dreading for Monday to come, again. Urgh, fml.

On a side note, I'm gonna go on diet this coming month. Excited or what, hehehe. Damn depressing one aye, Victor & Andrew said I looked like I've put on some weight last night. Fml! Kkkkk imma buck up and be totally serious about this diet thingy this upcoming month!

Bye guys, xx.

Lazy Sunday

Sup guys. I just got up from bed, still feeling pretty worn out though. Not enough sleep!

Met Jasmine and the rest at Cineleisure last night. Nua there for super long, thinking to go Rebel or Ph etc. Seriously hate nuaing there, no seats somemore really rabak! So, decided to go Rebel in the end. Was really fun last night, drank a lot and smoked a lot too -.- I seriously have to cut down on my nicotine intake already, I somehow feel that when I try to control, I tend to smoke even more! Now, half day one pack. Tsk tsk tsk. Anywayz, was pretty fun at Rebel last night. Left early though......................... Glad to see Andrew & Victor there. Hehehe.

Drew & Victor!

Drew & Victor againnn.

Junyan, sibeh handsome. Lol!

Kkkkk imma go wash up naow.

Ciaos guyz! xx.

No plans no plans

Okayyyy I'm right now still suffering from a little hangover. Drank quite a bit last night, was pretty drunk but luckily not dead drunk. Was over at Rebel last night, super last minute decision. Trained down with Jeffrey & met the rest over there at Rebel itself. Super fun last night, hehe!

Anyways, still got no plans for tonight yet. Really don't feel like partying, partied twice this week and I'm starting to get sick of partying already! Ohwells.. Meeting Jasmine at town first, then see how things goes ltr on!

Ciaos people. xx.

Vexed much

Sup guys. Just done with Funshion and there's really nothing else I can do now except for updating this space. Ohwell, alot of things happened lately. As you can see, spammed Twitter & Facebook like nobody's business. I'm sorry but I just can't help it, have to spam whenever I'm down. I know right, sorry for being annoying guys!

So, yesterday was okay. Went to town to meet Billy & Gerard for dinner. Waited for Gab and Wilson to come over to town after that, then kpool. I seriously don't like billard or pool or whatever since forever. Lol. So sat there and waited for them to finish their game before heading to Rebel to meet Jasmine & co. Was pretty boring last night though I was abit high. Left at around 4plus, share cab back to Simei with Wilson. And then had a war on Twitter with someone, hmmm.. yup.

Was really disappointed in you, the things you say to me, the words you used on me, what else can I say or do? I totally lost faith in you. You're too much. You may be angry with me now, pissed with me now, whatever, but I don't really care anymore because you, your assumptions and your friends are just a total nuisance. I don't want to name any, but seriously you or you or you should just shut the fuck up if you know nuts about me or what's happening around me. Let me repeat again, you guys know nuts about me so just stfu kkkkk. Thank you very much.

Okay enough of ranting, goodnight ciaos!

_l_

Actually I've already expected things like that to happen. Each time I party, you'll say that I'm being brought home by guys or I bring guys home. Ha ha ha, worse still, someone you don't like was there yesterday too. I don't blame you for acting like that, like a kid. But you know what? Don't fucking assume and go around telling people what didn't even happen in the first place. I know how people look at me, slut whore etc. I don't care. I don't really care. But what? Now you're going around telling people I was drunk last night & being brought back home by him to get fucked? When I've got school today? Fucking joke ain't it? Sorry if you think I'm explaining to you but I'm fucking not because I think it's totally pointless and I'll be just wasting my breath away. And oh, I heard from _____ that you're actually going around telling people that you're just playing with my feelings & killing your time? Hahaha, good game btw, cos I had fun too. Just fuck off from my life & keep your motherfucking mouth shut seriously, had enough of you and your nonsense grow up please kthxbai.

He came to look for me 2 hours back.

I don't know what's wrong with me anymore, things just feel.. different.

Awesome weekends.

Weekends' been good. Really good. Enjoyed myself very much, without you with me. I guess now your existence just doesn't make anymore difference to me, I just couldn't much bother about "us" anymore. Without you, things are somehow still the same, or maybe even better than having you around. Arguments once every two days no more, quarrels no more. See, so much better. I'm getting used to this. Really.

So, went to catch Hanna yesterday. It was awesome, although story-line's a little too complicated which I don't really understand. But it's really really an awesome one. Totally worth it. But Harry Potter like abit boring ah, almost fell asleep in the movie. Lol! No offense to Harry Potter fanz but seriously this last movie they made, Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows just totally suck balls. Oh wells..

And I'm so gonna watch Bridesmaid tomorrow with Feiyan! God, it's been so long since I last saw her. Guess the last time was on my 20th birthday last year? Hahaha, it's gonna be a good day tmr. Hopefully? Cos there's Lsm retest for me tmr, jeez.

Okay imma get back to my books now. Boring.

Ps. Happy birthday to you.

Goodnight guyz, ciaos!

Bliss or Sorrow?

I don't wanna dream about

All the things that never were

Maybe I can live without

When I'm out from under

I don't wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I'll get it all figured out

When I'm out from under

Being together with you, bliss or sorrow?

Although it has been only 3 months so far, I feel so much for you. For us.

I love spending time with you, but how much time do you actually have for me?

I love spending time with you, even if it's just hanging out doing nothing.

I don't have high expectation in you, and I don't need you to change a tad bit.

We're quarreling once every two days, over redundant stuffs.

It's breaking us apart, but I can do nothing about it. It just keeps coming.

July is a bad month this year. August please be good.

Just really hope things will get better in time.

Love you best, Jpkw.

A simple but lovely Friday spent. Dragged myself to school this morning, was so super late that when I reached school, lessons ended. It was raining cats & dogs, & I was stucked at the bus-stop for quite sometime. Ran under the rain in the end, hopefully I won't get sick ah! Lol. Met Ahliew & co for awhile then went off to meet Bbyluv. Spent my whole day with him, it's been quite sometime since we've spent so much time together! Happy kayyyyy heheheh!

Okay, should be heading to Downtown in awhile's time, gng to slack at chalet I guess.

So what's the plan for tmr? Ohwells...........

Kaykay, talk again soon!

Ciaos!

Awesomesttttttttt 21st

Sup guys. It's been quite sometime since I've last updated this space, seriously getting lazier lately. Okay, just finish painting my nails, right now waiting forthem to dry up and hopefully I'll not be clumsy and ruin the manicure done.

Well basically, I've been lazing my life away recently, really is nua mxm one. Okay, even for the planning of my birthday celebration last two weeks, I was so super lazy to plan thus everything was so last minute but I'm glad that most of my friends are able to make it to my chalet over at East Coast Park. Seriously rabak, from MBS to East Coast Park chalet -.- Last minute didn't manage to book any room at MBS. Learnt my lesson (T . T)

Okayyyy, a big thanks to all who has attended my birthday party & I'm really sorry to have disappoint the guys because I didn't invite a huge number of girls. Lol, I really did enjoy myself very much on that day and hope all of you did too ^^. It was an awesome party with awesome friends around. I'm glad that I didn't get myself wasted on that day, instead, most of the guys got themselves dead drunk. Hahaha, super funny scenario seriously. There were almost 10 bottles of hard liquor that very night. Ohwell.........

Horsie & bff, having fun while helping me with the BBQ stuffs.

Thanks dear!

BBQ!

Derek, Kenny & Kenelm!

Nic & Ivan!

Cakeeee

My face sibeh uglyyyy

Mommyluv, Daddy & bro!

Bff!

Qixiang & Dave!

Miss those secondary schooldays xoxo.

Party cliqueee!

Idk who & Nicklaus!

Horsieee!

Nic & Ivan!

Broloveeeee

Xiaofeng, Ahliew, Gerald & Joshua!

xoxo!

Gambleee

Jeffrey & Weizheng!

Junjie!

Cindy xx

Hamster!

Shimin ^^

Broooo

Georgyyy

Suf!

Xiangming!

Danny & Suf!

Joanes & Timo!

Xiaofeng & drew!

Had so super much fun, much thanks to those who came & those who wished me. Thanks for all the presents, I love them! Thanks Bff who sponsored me so many bottles of liquors! And last but not least, thank you for sponsoring everything in this chalet, love you daddy & mommy!

School has started and I definitely don't like it. Had my re-test last week and I guess I should be able to pass. I dislike school. I hate school. Thinking of my future, I should not be working anything related to this course. High chance eh, Integrated Logistics Mgmt leyyyyy. Seriously cannot tank siah! SO, I'm thinking if I should just stop school now and go back to working society? Urgh, I seriously can't make up my mind!

Relationship wise, it's been really hard on both of us but I guess we're still trying our best to maintain it? Seriously, have to start building trust towards each other and stop being so paranoidz. I guess what we were doing was just ruining this relationship. Hopefully things will get better in time. Loveya best, Jpkw.

Ohyahhhh as for party animals like eg. Me, I'm already cutting down on partying, esp after getting to know about the recent rumor about this lady who's infected with aids, is spreading her virus around by drawing her own blood and injecting it into others in clubs. Okay, I'm not trying to say this is fucking real, it's a rumor but hey, it's better to be safe than sorry right? Just a reminder! :)

On a side note, I'm thinking if I should change my blogskin? Getting sick of this!

Alright readers, imma go back to Funshion naowwww.

Talk again soon, xoxo!

Everything

My favorite boy.

Love you best, xoxo.

Karma's a bitch.

Too afraid to lose.

Things aren't going on well very much lately, really having a hard time. Though, I really hope things can turn out right, I don't like us to be like that. Whatever you don't like me to do, I'll try to change. Give me more time, love & trust. I love you, Jpkw.