Don't regret one day, when I walk away from you.

Believe me, I will. One day.

What are words - Chris Medina

"I won't leave you alone"

Do you remember?

Unfair.

It's Thursday tmr, and I'm no longer looking forward to it. Bye.

Suckiest day ever.

Suckiest day ever.

Seems like the distance between us is getting further and further. I really hate it we are like that now. I seriously need some heart to heart talk session, with someone close to me. I don't know what else can I do, I'm so gonna breakdown sooner or later. Just the matter of time. How long more can I actually hang on like that? I don't know. God bless me.

It seems like each time when I'm feeling this way, I couldn't concentrate on studies at all. I hate it like that. I realized all these emotional shits often occur during the start of a term or semester, fuck my life. This is definitely not a good thing. I need to get my heart and ass back to the books instead.

I totally ruined everything with my own motherfucking pair of hands. I miss you. I miss us.

Alright, school was fine. Seriously needs to start preparing for my upcoming tests already, no joke.

Met Justin today, talked quite a bit. Got pretty emotional due to some stuffs we talked about, it was crazy. I want to turn time back. I wish I could. I miss those good old days. Everything seems so different now.

Met Loren for awhile just now, thanks for the bubble tea ah! No, not Koi or Gong Cha, just Sweettalk. Lol, I don't mind man seriously. What's so bad about Sweettalk? Or rather what's so good about Koi and Gong Cha? I see no difference seriously, I wouldn't want to waste my time queuing up for just a cup of Bubble Tea. Lol. So yup, was craving for my cup of Honey Red Tea just now. So asked Loren to get it for me since he's over at Simei, slacked at the void deck for awhile before heading back home.

Oh btw, did I mention that Mommyluv actually got Bro and myself a set of new desktop yesterday? Was super happy, and yup right now I'm downloading hell lotsa stuffs. No more lags, shiok maximum! Hehehe.

So looking forward to Thursday, time please fly fast. I can't wait. And hopefully tmr will be a better day? Oh well..

Goodnight people, ciaos! :)

Omw home, on the bus.

Omw home right now, really sleepy ttm!

School was okay. Really have to put in the effort to wake up really early for school everyday before I get attrited from this course. Really torturing to the max, but definitely will try my best to.

Got an new iPhone case from Shihao, it's super cute I swear. He got it on his holiday trip to Malaysia. Thank you very much, I love it! :B

Went for some cca fair held in my school just now, went late and so some booths were closed already. Decided to sign up for kickboxing but yup, the booth's already closed like I've mentioned ): Will sign up online instead, hopefully we'll get in? Hehehe.

Guess what, I'm right now blogging on the bus. Pretty weird but nevermind, lol. I swear this bus is warm like whatever, I'm lucky I got a seat o(^▽^)o Just got up from my nap on the bus, shiok much. Hehe!

Okay, gonna meet Justin at simei in awhile's time!

Take care ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

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Fml

Damn my mind is so screwed. Time for a change.

You don't know

Hey.

Life's been pretty much the same for the past few weeks.

Guess what? I'm actually staying home on a Saturday night. Same goes for yesterday. Have to resist any temptation to party. School will be starting in a day's time. I'm still very much in holiday mood. Yes, fml. I've to try my best. Oh well..

School = Less time to party = Fml

I don't know if I'll be able to cope with my studies when school starts. I need to party lesser, I need to study hard? Skipping lessons, no more. Appealing for higher nitec was pretty tough, I thought I couldn't make it but yeap, I got into Integrated Logistics Mgmt. Well, it's definitely not something I want, but I'll try my best to do well. I hope?

Love life? I hate being caught in a dilemma like that. I won't want to mention what happen, it's hard to explain what am I actually dealing with right now. I hate the way I act right now. I'm being a bitch here, there's nothing else I can explain. I hate to push people away like that, but I really don't want to go ahead as a bitch. Either way, I suck. I regret getting myself into this position whereby I can't be right in any ways. Neither. Damn.

Bye, have a good night people.